I have always been the bubbly type of female. The one who is always smiling and, as I’ve been told, had a laugh that could brighten up anyone’s day. My name in Spanish means “to smile” and I have always been told I live up to it as it is very rare to see me not grinning about something. I always loved my happy and positive demeanor, until I learned that many times people will mistake my smile and kind nature for weakness…big mistake.

I am one who constantly tells others to be themselves no matter what the world has to say about you, but I learned that when you are a genuinely kind and light spirited person that at times you have to turn it off in order to be taken seriously. Small things like how people responded to me when I said no to something or tried to get serious about a particular topic opened up my eyes to this. They were so used to the smiling, happy Risa that they didn’t have as much respect for when I put my foot down as others who always seemed to have a “don’t mess with me” sign on their head. Sadly it wasn’t until I really went off on someone that people realized that when I said something I meant it. Just because I love to smile and laugh, doesn’t make me any weaker than the person who doesn’t. I have dealt with this in the workplace and with friends. At some point I had to switch it up on someone to let them know I was not the one to be played with.

I constantly wondered why some of the most successful women I knew were so kind and sweet with some and with others they were a straight faced, let’s get to business type of woman. This is when I began to realize that you have to have two sides to yourself. The playful gleeful side and the side that can turn someone to stone with the look in your eyes. I learned that it’s not what you say, but the way you say it.

Respect is ridiculously important and a sweet personality shouldn’t overshadow that, but often times it does. I finally learned how to create that balance so that it is understood that my kindness should never be taken for weakness. I can now switch it on and off effortlessly.

People only say and do to you what you allow them to. You don’t have to walk around looking mad all the time, but you can put people in their place when you feel some sort of disrespect and even do it with a smile.


Have you ever had to deal with this?

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  • kaseeiy

    this article is something i needed to read….i mean just knowing you are not by yourself really made me feel better when i am having a bad day. im very kind and sweet. im energetic and full of life. i am also very optimistic and can be a jokester. to me i love being all these things. but some family and friends see it as me being their welcome mat to walk all on. today i am still being called “a child” and that i “need to grow up” because of how i am and because i am 22 but looks sixteenish. n lately i see a few ppl are acting different towards me when i dont do what they expect. for example: this one dude been hitting on me and would help me do little errands…got tired of him hitting on me cuz it was getting annoying and weird. i told him to back off and when i asked him to help me with something he did, but had an attitude cuz i dont like him. this other person, i try to help them out whenever i can and they dun got use to me helping them out that when i didnt help them out one time they act like they want to turn their back on me….oh but everything goes back to normal for them the next day like nothing ever happened and still assuming im going to help them out again. my point is: People dont mistake my kindness for weakness…cuz i can be mean when i wanna be…i just choose not be. how can i be true to myself, but taken seriously when i have such a young looking face?

  • Rick

    Ive had this problem my whole life. For a while I went to total dick mode and started blasting people away when they would try to push me down. Then I came into myself and now if someone tries taking my kindness for weakness, I simply ignore them. Vengeful people are no good for me or you and the sooner we start shunning them and making them loners, the sooner theyll realize it. The problem is that 95% of people are just like those people in some mild or worse form but honestly fuck them, im a nice dude and I like being nice. If you mistake it for weakness then that sucks for you. I wont be mean to you, youll just simple be nonexistent.

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